Greymatter article
I'd forgotten about the core things that gave me pleasure; visual stimulants that get my photographic mind whirring... the beauty of the human body as a photographic artform... doing numb things like not seeing the glamour in almost everything occurring naturally around you.
The pleasures that the body gives... I'd forgotten about the real emotional power of sex; how you can derive pleasure from it, instead of fulfilling a role. Forgotten just how much fun it can be.
My situation right now is very good to me, and for me. I plan to keep it this way.